铁头扇扇的...whatsoever

今天心情還不錯，早晨不是很有效率。不過做了laundry,又可以用credit card了，哈哈，不用積累quarter了！

一下子發覺好多考試，好多作業，還有做不來的~哎，船到橋頭自然直。

下午在starbucks做作業，哈哈～還不錯，一下子對期貨好有興趣，決定好好上finance課，以后可以好好理財！

爸爸媽媽天天可以和我語音，好幸福的！

開心，加油！必勝招～哈哈哈哈～

最近生活很平淡，所以也沒有什么特別的東西值得寫下來～

最最開心的就是和爸爸媽媽在一起，每天在一起～無論是旅游，還是在家里～也許這是每個還在單獨留學在外的人最最珍貴的。

臺北，埔里，日月潭，玉山，阿里山，高雄，墾丁，臺東知本，花蓮，野柳～

哈哈，臺灣的每一天都是陽光燦爛的，每天都給我的牙齒曬太陽～真的臺灣雖不像上海那么發達，可是那里給人的感覺好舒服。

喜歡這個寶島，說大不大的一片土地上，可以看到太平洋，臺灣海峽，巴士海峽，東海～

日出，日落，月出，火山，沙漠，雪山也可收進眼底～

臺灣由于特殊的地形，天氣條件，也有占全世界10～15%不同的各種生物～

真的細細品味，臺灣一年也玩不夠～

現在有個小小的愿望，希望以后可以在那里生活幾年～

騎騎機車，到處兜風～別一番滋味～

 

對于臺灣的回味還是余味很足～

直到在家里還是會不停的想～

人是很奇怪的動物，自己沒有翅膀，卻可以到處飛～

想想前幾天，我還在臺灣瀟灑，現在就在家里，聚會，采購中忙碌～

不久，我又要飛回美利堅，接受挑戰～

有主的庇佑，爸爸媽媽的牽掛，自己的夢想，懷揣著這種種我一點都不寂寞～

生活總是大起大落～在低潮中，你仔細發現，總有那么多感動，美麗，奇跡～

看看女排，她們的爭扎，自信的重扣球，飄逸的輕打，無論怎樣，就算輸了，也不虛此行～盡興就好，有進步就好～

看看中藝節目，那些藝人感慨人生，雖然語言不那么華麗，可是卻流露出的是真實的情感～

還有點點滴滴，天天都會有收獲～

 

很感激主，感激父母，感激朋友～你們的存在讓我很富有，所有的困難都顯得那么微不足道～

正如以前我最喜歡寫作文用的一句話，我走在路上，記憶是唯一的行李～

在千年以后，這就是將永遠陪伴我的行李～

 

我很幸福~

 

Don't worry about anything;instead,pray about everything.

Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done.

Then you will experience God's peace, which exceeds anything we can understand.

His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Jesus Christ.

(Philippians 4: 6&7)

加油，以平和的心态对待一切～加油～

 

唉，昨天才睡了没多久，今天一大早赶到d.c.的机场。然后好不容易下午到了desmoines,却要晚上上7个小时班~

看在钱的份上也就算了。哈哈，钱呀~

现在想想我越来越粗俗了诺，怎么说内~我的日志就是大白话，通俗易懂，内容么接近生活~

本身我也不觉得，不过今天无意看一个少女的文章，篇篇都诗意的类~我看都看不懂的~

这就是差距了呀~

像我吧，南半写的日志都是爆料自己的生活，看似还蛮真切地~哈哈~

我么，也就这样了。过好自己的小日子算了，也不追求所谓的小资了，不适合我的东西要不起的~

实实在在最好了~

不过我还是有所追求的，真的很喜欢画画，我本身也没怎么觉得~

后来通过逛博物馆哦，我发现自己竟然不知不觉花了几个小时在那些painting中游走哦~

真是看得我很有感觉，感触很深啊~

艺术真是个奇妙的东西哦~我好喜欢fritz schoulder

这张虽然很有争议，但是我觉得鲜明的对比就是他的风格~我喜欢他说的一句话，画笔从来不会出错，只要继续画就是福作品~

我喜欢的那张猩猩不见了。超级灵的，以后拿出来和大家分享哦~

最近很空的哦。每天在姨妈家吃吃喝喝，看看电视，天天水道自然醒。

生活真是如此美好。不过这样也会很无聊~也会开始异想天开咯~

不过冥冥之中，有一股力量让我清醒，哈哈~

正如One tree hill 的最新一集拉~我喜欢brooke关心sam的样子，喜欢nathen重新振作的样子，也很高兴peyton和lucas有了自己的bibi~

不多说了，不看这个的人要莫名死了。

我上个学期上了心理课，虽然成绩一般半拉，不过还是学到些东西的~

not any period of memory can be surpressed~所以更应该要勇敢面对~很多东西换一个角度考虑，就会很不一样啦~

这是一个简单的道理，不过做起来还是有一些难度的哦~

不管啦，不过我狠狠开心的俄，帮爸爸妈妈买了很多东西，虽然是用他们的钱哦~不过，我以后肯定可以赚回来的哈哈哈哈哈~

我要好好的，加油，

 

many times you have to fight for something.

but other times, you should just stand by and wait.

things will work out in a way it is supposed to be.

although it may not be the result you want, but still don't be sad.

actually, people who are meant to be together will finally be together.

haha, let things happen as it is planed by god.

I finally decided to take this step, you made me to do so.

I have never realized that you are a hypocrite.

go to the hell,

You said that

 i don't feel like three people will work out.

I like you , but ... is graduating soon, so...

That's all lies.

I wasn't and am not and never will be your back up plan.

I know you never take our friendship seriously.

I was always too naive to trust you and be nice to you.

All those sacrifices, you just take it for granted, not even gratitude.

I thought you were sincere, but the truth is  you just want to make use of me so i can be your backup.

but now you don't even pay effort to do so.

i am not fool.

come on.

i know there are guys who are willing to be your back up.

but i am not them.

I needs someone who cares about me,not like you.

yea, XXXX, I am done with you.

 

 

I finally started grey's anatomy.

Like vincent said, it didn't disappiont me but attracted me.

why is this?

Because it's kind of real. kind of because it's a TV show, the characters are fake, but it's real because the plot is real.

The doctors can't save every one of their patients.

From time to time, they have to declare someone's death, no matter the efforts or their willing heart.

This is life, it's more than true in every means.

Whatever the efforts, we can't get hold of those people.

Maybe I am not good enough,or maybe they aren't that worthwhile.

So no more try, i am done with this.

compromising with no purpose, no principle, only hurt myself.

I won't fight back, that's not me.

But i won't take any efforts, because you don't deserve it. yea

 

BTW to my dearest

vincent, i love you. hold on to your dream under whatever circumstances, coz you are awesome.

And i will get your back anytime for the rest of my life.

 

shirley, i will always be with you, you are one of those best things that can happen in my lives.

 

You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate, or bad luck, or bad choices or you can fight back.

 

The rest of your life is being shaped right now.